rambling fool

[demon chloe]

im scared
im nervous
im tired
im wired
i havent a stitch of bedding on my bed..and NOt one ounce of energy to make it...
im tired of feeling like total butt ass shit
im tired of always wondering
im tired of that pain in my belly
im sick of the way my neighbors are SMOKING
and its pissing me off
im worried about work and possible lack of
im worried about work and having to do something im NOT good at...
im worried that im infested with cancer and thats why i feel so farking horrible...
im totally stressed....200 percent whacked out
stick that up yoour nose and ridicule me about

[Beautiful~Mistake]

*paints chloe gold so she glows......

[Blazey]

I love you

[Myra]

I was going to say what Blazey did. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and my prayers. I'll give you my ph number if you need it too doll. I know how your feeling, its a frightening thought you'll be wonderful.:squeeze:

[demon chloe]

[img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] no words.... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[*Olivia*]

*honk honk* clears nose

what in hell WAS that you stuck up our noses woman!!!!

amy....i've seen you intermittently on msn...we keep missing each other over the last couple of days...

i understand about your fears, i've had some of them myself...but they are yours and i can only empathise with you....and be there when you need....and tell you i care....and hope above hope that all will be well with you

but i also know that you have incredible strength and depth of spirit to get through anything, even if all you want to do right now is sit in a corner and cry

tears are good amy...they are the salve of our soul...they will wash away some of the fears and they will drain negative energy

there are people around you to lean on, we've made ourselves known to you here and elswhere...and i know leaning is scarey too, coz sometimes that support has disappeared for you over the years....but you know who to trust, you know who cares deeper than words on a board...you just know

i wish you [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] and [img]graemlins/rainbow.gif[/img] and [img]graemlins/sun.gif[/img]

i'm not always in here but even at work i check emails....so if/when you need me...email the hell outta me *S*

i love ya sweet woman

Fi

[Kassy]

For my chloe..........
I LITERALLY just got home from vacation to read what is/has been going on with you.
As fi, and others have said......please know that you are loved, we are all here rooting for you.

The tests are scary.........oh how i hate the tests..........then the waiting.........been there done it, still do it.........but tis ok.

I am about to collapse from exhaustion, from the long travel home..........and i am feeling quite sick..........so i'm off to bed.
I HAD to respond to this tho........cuz , well you have a big heart, that provides so much love to so many.
To my Meow, will be in touch soon, and Fi, thanks for the welcome home email,,,,,,,made me feel good coming home to that.

Anyway chloe, sparkler of all sparklers......
I am sending my very best to you........love u special demon ~hugs~......and sorry i wasn't here for you [img]frown.gif[/img]